to be fair, i understand your "grief"..I used to be a very successful investor/trader over many years UNTIL I started gambelling heavily on the V..and lost over $750,000 as a result of going big and then going home..one example .. I still have almost a million shares of GZD at 54 cents and it is 5 cents and dropping like a stone. BUT !!!!   just remember that NOONE IN THE WORLD CARES about your loss except you..Its all about ATTITUDE, and it is YOUR choice.. MY choice is to learn from my huge mistake and move on....

When you are angry and harbour a grudge, its like carrying a 500 pound weight on your back.. your choice..

I DO wish you sincere luck in your future endeavours