are you long and strong... Or just indenial? What does your spouse think about you losing? 

Does she ask you why you dont talk about int at the dinner table no more? Are you depressed? High anxiety? Do you spend all night and day watching the chart? Do you often peak through the blinds to see what its like to see light again. 

Do you ever think about just selling and cutting your losses before its too late? 

Spouse and kids left ya didnt they?

pawn shop calling you lately about the pawning of your wedding ring to average down on int shares?