Why don't you get a girlfriend?...play a round of golf...get drunk...go research a stock so you can smack the bid around...maybe talk to your big wig buddies ( but they are not really buddies )who always put you on the right side of the pump..talk to a geologist for the first time ( i mean actually listen ) or you could just keep talking to yourself..or you could get a kitten..or a puppy..have a child..life is passing you by