...Thanks for the Psych anall ysis,   I  have a mirror,    am quite self -aware!   It is the consequences of being scammed,by snakeoil sleaze.  A few posts back ,  Alcoholism,  was brought up too!  Any FEELINGS for the many ISA investors ,  who were sold a bunch of  HOPE CR**?  ANY FEELINGS FOR THOSE WHO WERE GOING THRU HEALTH ISSUES,  BELIEVED THE SH**,  "upstanding health professors"  were saying, and gave away money, only to find out these 'ETHICAL, MORAL" individuals were all the time BIDDING AND ASKING without ANY CONCRETE ACHIEVEMENTS?  PLEASE, SAVE YOUR BREATH